And the part that burdens me the most? Not even death can save me from this.
How do I get the fuck out of this hell hole?
I almost forgot about that this was a place I could always run back to.
If I wish really hard? Will I be given the life reformat that I need? Back to zero. Fresh install. I want to start my life all over again.
Now that I think about it, I don't like how I turned out to be--PHYSICALLY, emotionally, intellectually. To say that I am starting to hate myself is such a strong statement, but I'm afraid that quite sums it up.
I wish there was an easy way to fix every wrong detail about me, but there isn't; there never was.
Pink don't always work for everyone.
I like Polka Dot clothing, even when it's not the New Year's.
Especially when it's not the New Year's.
Right now, I just need my mother..
Kuya Randy was right all along, wasn't he? I should've stayed away from Plurk long ago. Too bad I had to learn it the hard way. Oh well, atleast I learned.