I am enslaved by things material therefore finite. Funny cause I am seriously depressed right now. So apparently it's not as superficial as it seems.
Pathetic.
This is probably not a good month for me, considering other stuff that happened in the first few weeks which are not so much in my favor. Can I just skip this birthday week and proceed to Christmas month already?
As much as I want to keep counting my blessings.. I don't know. It all makes me feel like I don't deserve anything from anyone. Like I have to earn everything that I want for myself.
**edit:
This is that stupid thing from Debenhams I've been moping over since yesterday. I swear it looks much nicer in person [and on me]. I HATE IT!!!
